There is a very uncertain environment at work at the moment, without going into detail in this public forum, a chance has presented itself to me to be redeployed within the local authority. It is possible for me to be redeployed to social services. Lewis is not keen on the idea at all. In an ideal world he would like to see me a full time stay at home mum, but I know I could not be happy doing that forever. Lewis's job has no provision for any kind of promotion, and mine has very little chance to. So basically we could stay like this for the rest of our working lives. Always scrimping, struggling to make ends meet. I think Lewis is happy with this, but more and more I have realised I am not.
I kind of feel like I have a choice; obey my husband's counsel (though I don't think he has considered me at all in his advice) or go after my own happiness and try to make things more comfortable for my children.... I've never been one to obey ;)
Please excuse my very mixed up logic, my brain is a whirlwind at the moment!
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