I have not been properly well for a couple of months now, but this week I have ground to a halt. I feel terrible for being completely reliant on Lewis. The worst thing is there is nothing specifically wrong. If I had a cold/ cough/ sickness I would know how to treat that, but as it is I am just exhausted, having constant headaches and muscle pains and I am so frustrated I could scream! These are all symptoms of the PMDD (Pre-menstural dysphoric disorder so I shouldn't be surprised but I have been having some tablets and I really hoped they would sort it out. Instead I find I am going to have to go back to the doctor and ask him to suggest something else. I hate troubling my GP, but I hate letting my family down even more.
Some people have made comments about how I am sick all the time and it just makes me cry, because I don't have something they can see or understand; they think I'm putting it on or it's all in my head...believe me I wish that was it. I can't stand not being able to take care of my little family, and I feel like such a burden to my poor husband :(
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